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thanks for nothing
03:36
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i still remember that shit
why does it still feel like this?
every time when i think that is over, it comes back to me
i still kind of regret but there is nothing to help
what i need is to move on and just try something new
it seemed so far away
but it feels so close tonight as if it was to happen again
i wonder what you would say today
after all these years since it's over
oh
why i do still wonder
but all i want to say today
after all these years since it's over is thanks for nothing
today i've read all your messages
inside there were all the promises
i can't find a single reason why i keep doing this
i think this is the last song in which i talk about you
the chapter's finished and the next one will be something new
it seemed so far away
it feels so close tonight but it'll never happen again
all the memories in me are alive
i'm looking for the answers i cannot find
instead of peace of mind i always find a lie
i cannot go on, it's the thing i won't hide
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stars
02:35
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why's everybody so serious when the world is cold enough
we all just need a bit of light
for now i'm sick of sadness
all i need is a happy song so i can sing along
i'm running
running
running
running to the stars
i don't want to
want to
want to
want to fall apart
you woke me up and now i need your attention
i'm running
running
running
running to the stars
do you really like me more now?
with a big smile on my face
we all know that i can't change
i admit there are two sides of me
one is made of my memories
the second part is what you see
don't want to fall apart
don't want to fall apart
oh no
i'm running to the stars
i'm running to the stars
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i've been waiting for a sunlight but it never seems to come
sometimes i feel like a victim of stupid things i've done
you've told it'll be alright from now but i tell it may be worse
you don't know the future
life is short and wrong
why am i part of this?
'cause everything seems to fall
i hope the end of it is coming
i can't take no more
why do i feel like this?
'cause everything seems so wrong
i hope the end of it is coming
i can't take no more
i'm shouting so loud knowing there'll be no answer
i'm scared of my next steps, don't know what may come after
i'm defeated and broken, this time the fate won with me
i'm waiting for moment when i'll truly be free
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hard to say goodbye
03:18
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there're many things that i would say now but it's too late now
now it's all gone
i was searching for the proper words
i couldn't find them
i'm feeling lost
i can't describe it properly
but i see you when i fall asleep
hope we'll meet on the other side
still it's hard to say goodbye
i'd like you to be with me
it's something that i couldn't see
hope we'll meet on the other side
still it's hard to say goodbye
i wonder - where did all of you go?
is there so great that you're gone so quick?
will you tell me that it'll be alright?
will you convince me that there is hope?
the fresh air
the cold night
stars in the sky are shining bright
nothing changed
but people left
i cannot blame them but i can't forget
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we just can't be together
leaving would take me forever
i can't run away from my comfort zone
seeing my own face is just all i want
i know i should forget her
never think about her again
but my mind says something else
i know the problem lies in me
sometimes i think i should change
i know i've gone too far now
but it's tough to cross a line
i don't know if i need someone
i don't blame you in any way
i will just have to forget you
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6. |
here and now
03:00
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what's up, my friend?
nothing again
here's another song in which i will complain
i guess i have nothing to say
i'm just passing through another day
time will bring the pain but i will be alright
i'm not saying goodbye
things will be just fine
i know that i will fall but only for a while
despite the heavy rain
i'm here and now
tell me what's good for me and you
i still don't have a thing that for me is true
am i existing or am i alive?
that's the question i ask every time
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sleep
02:46
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why do you break me up when i'm just trying?
you say it's not enough
i hope you're lying
you cannot change what you've just said
now i ask myself if i'm for real like this
your words mean too much though they are cheap
i want to give up but it's against my dreams
why do you break me up when i'm just trying?
you don't know what you're saying
you can't hide it
there is nothing but your face
i don't really know if it's worth to talk
i want to end, you've said enough
now i'm just trying to move on
i cannot say too much
fault's always on my side
your words've just sat right on my pride
my thoughts may be too deep for you to talk with me
i'd better go right off to sleep
don't feed on my weaknesses
don't feed on my weaknesses
no
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the place unknown
03:34
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i don't want to complain
everything's alright
everything's okay
somehow i feel blue tonight
i don't want to complain
everything's been said
everything is clear too much
maybe just too much
i'm not crying today
and i've never cried
even though i've said
many times
many times
i'm not crying today but maybe i will someday
my heart needs something more
even though it has everything i want
somehow it is not alright
it feels like a fall
even though i sit here in my room
i go to the place unknown
i don't want to complain
i said everything just yesterday
you know
now you know it all
i don't want to complain
everything's alright
everything's okay
somehow i'm falling down
and you won't go with me
no, you won't
and you won't go with me
let me go
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9. |
letting go
04:00
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sometimes i have a feeling i wish that you were mine
but then i have a fear that we don't see eye to eye
you showed me your intentions
i think i got them wrong
for me not everything's right
strange feelings were too strong
i'm so sorry i don't want to hide that it hurts that you're still by his side
i don't want to wait another year
i don't want to keep all things unclear
so now i'm letting go
now i am afraid that you'll get all my words wrong
i don't know what i'm saying
what the hell is that damn song
i don't know my own feelings
i'm scared of my own words
i cannot wait to let go
forget what i have lost
i'm so sorry that it's gone too far
i admit that i have lost my mind
i don't want to wait another year
but i think that all the things are clear
so now i'm letting go
yeah
i cannot make decisions
i am up against the wall
i don't know what i'm saying
i don't know what i'm fighting for
and i feel that i'm lost in my brain
tremendous indecision now is flowing in my veins
and you're always here when i am feeling low
i've thought that we have it all under control
and my biggest issue's i have never tried
my internal battle now is killing me inside
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losing you
03:35
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i was never easy, that i must admit
i always tried to find the reason just not to exist
always anxious, somehow fearful, that's how i felt
it could have been different, nothing can be changed still
sometimes i'm in between what i want and you
sometimes i cannot fulfil what i think is true
but i want to keep going with you day by day
now i know i want to let it stay this way
yeah, i face the truth
i'm struggling
and you don't even know how i'm afraid of losing you
i'm struggling
and you don't even know that i'm afraid of losing you
the past keeps haunting me
i feel like it was much better how it used to be
but there are all of you who glue up it all
sometimes i'm left alone but i can come back home
uh, i know that i'm not the one for whom the world keeps spinning
i know i should keep breathing
uh, you care not only about me
you have other problems
i shouldn't always bother
sometimes i'm really hopeless
i want to make it go away
i try everything to be perfect
but i can't save you all today
i can’t save you all
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memories
02:22
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i tried to find a better way with all the ghosts of yesterday
but now i know i missed the only chance
i try to stop regretting the past but the best for me is all that passed
i realize that i should give up but i can't give up on you
my heart still comes back to you
even if i say i don't miss you
oh yeah, i do
my mind still comes back to you
even if i say i don't miss you
oh yeah, i do
tonight i think about it all
tonight i know that it's all gone
and only memories are left with me
even though i'm saying this
soon these words will not exist
tomorrow my heart'll remind me of you
oh yes, it's true
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silence in my head
04:40
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darkness before my eyes giving way to what is falling apart
something of bigger size makes me feel down down down
and i try to think about what's ahead of me
not about what's left behind
not about what was set free
the thoughts that i hold inside will be said goodbye
and i try to convince myself what the best is yet to come
it's not far away
for now i'm here with silence in my head
for now i go with silence in my head
yeah
i'm struggling with these few words
i try to say everything when i can't say no more
even though i'm at the end of the process
i still try to add something for the few people who have headphones
i feel i'm at the end of the road
i try to take it slow
i have nowhere to go
but i'm not in control
i have no one to blame
and it drives me insane
what is left is silence
i promise that i'll try to be okay
i'm draining away
draining away
draining away
draining away
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blackout. Poland
blackout. is a one-man music project from Poland in the style of alternative/electronic music
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