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OVERTHINKING

by blackout.

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Just Fool 04:33
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Another storm is passing through our minds The same old story I win this battle in my heart Without a glory And I don't know again Why do you want me to pretend That I'm happy everyday like you And you must understand That I don't want to defend Against my love everyday I hope I'm not just fool for you I'm coming back for another game It's still the same me but in a different way I've fallen down but I got up And now I am ready for a new setup Everybody told me I don't have a chance But now I want to say thanks in advance They'll never be ready for my turn If they want to say something, they can only burn But sorry, wait a minute I lost the topic 'Cause I never want to finish I am afraid of many things I am only calm when I hear the strings And now I want to go straight to clue I hope that I'm not just fool for you Yes, now I'm ready for another fight But I am still waiting for the proper night
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Hope 03:43
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If I could turn back time Everything would be different Everytime I'm too weak to fight for what is mine Life still goes on About some things we must forget But I still go back to the bad memories I believed you But one thing we were missing there was hope Now I know for sure that I believed you too much And I couldn't change it at all I should have earlier let you go Why I come back there again? Why I still want to pretend? Another day reminds me I can't deceive myself When it all will pass away Glass will begin to break All that remains is me, myself & I I won't hide that I feel alone You don't know what you've got 'til it's gone Another memory in my head that I hate I just understand that I am so afraid I want to throw it all away forever After that I can only be so much better I know that everything was not as you needed I only hope that I didn't leave you bleeding I didn't leave you bleeding
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Invisible for You 03:06
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The love The hate The fate is above them The light The dark That's what I found I talk to you Like I always do Anyway I just feel so invisible Invisible for you Invisible for you Invisible for you Anyway I just feel so invisble Invisible for you You'll never find a way to throw me away I'll never find a way to discover you I'll never find an effective cure for disappearing So I'll still just feel Invisible for you Invisible for you Invisible for you I will still just feel so invisible Invisible for you Anyway I just feel so invisible Invisible for you
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Labyrinths 02:41
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My mind is in mess I don't know but I guess There's nothing beyond these walls I can not walk away From the things that I made Sometimes we can't escape from our habits I am still trapped In the prison of my mind There's always thing I can not find Labyrinths can not end Even when I find the way That's the price that I have to pay I'm flying in a space When I can not find a place When I can not find a way When I can not leave a trace Of me And I walk between the walls Bounce off Fall down I'm still trying not to drown I can not think straight of the things that you told me I don't care about the things that I just can not see And when I am struggling with another problem of myself Already on the street there is no one else I am still trapped In the prison of my mind There's always thing I can not find Labyrinths can not end Even when I find the way That's the price that I have to pay That's the reason why I have to stay
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Melody of Times 03:31
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Sometimes I think about good old times When I was doing bad things and they were not the crimes No worries, no troubles, no problems All in all, life was then so flawless It could be the last time when I write a song It could be the last time when I can prove you wrong It could be the last time when I can tell you story But I hope that it's not so don't worry What is left In my mind Is the melody of times When we had so much time To discover our hearts What is left In my mind Is the melody of times When we had so much time To discover our hearts I have so many thoughts in my head When I'm just trying to sleep and I'm lying in my bed A lot of worries, a lot of trobules, a lot of problems All in all, now life is not so flawless Okay, a lot of people have definitely worse Life is not so colorful, some things like a curse But don't worry, today won't be so long Just close your eyes and with me sing this song Just close your eyes and with me sing this song
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Same Old Way 04:11
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I didn't know how it's like to feel alive But there is no one I can blame You said that for sure we'll feel like Like we would run between the rain You said that you're monster But I feel the same I feel so I feel so Feel so empty You said you don't need me But I feel the same I feel so I feel so Feel so empty In the same old way You know Sometimes you go through the stones You can not understand Why do you live like this And this is not the way that you planned And when you go through these stones You don't know that they hurt you Disturb you And in the end you start thinking You remind yourself that you are going barefoot It's like your mind's input Entrance to your soul When all around you gonna build you your own clone It'll be better for you to just be alone
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Castle of Sand 03:06
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Right through the desert we will go Just to fill another empty hole We'll build a castle of sand Tomorrow we will build another one Right through the desert we will go Just to fill our empty hole Don't be impatient or upset Tomorrow we'll build another one Don't be so shy or upset Tomorrow we'll build another one I went through the sand To find a perfect land Where we could build a kingdom of joy Just take my hand The hand full of sand Let me tell you how it all will be destroyed
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The Far End 03:10
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Evil 04:23
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I'm on my knees Being in the dark room That I'm building All my life All my life And I can't understand why we are all just made to die And I can't understand why there is nothing to change tonight I believe I'm not so evil I believe there's something good inside of me There's something more you can see Something more that you could need I believe I'm not so evil I believe there's something good inside of me Something more that you can see Something more that you could feel Inside of me Counting my sins I look straight into the sky I'm holding on To something that I don't know where is And I can't understand why we are all just made to cry And I can't understand why there is always the last goodbye Don't leave me Don't let me go Don't leave me
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Don't Go 03:29
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Where do you go? Where do you go, my friend? I don't want to stay alone You leave me there Without any hope How can I begin to believe? Don't you see Those shadows around me I feel they're coming for me My darkness Consumes me again I just still can not change Don't go Tonight I just want you to be by my side Don't go Please stay Wait with me for another day

about

About a year ago I talked with one of my friends about my music. Once again I was wondering if the direction I chose was appropriate and whether the drastic changes of the genre are good for me. I'm not a very experienced and popular musician and I should rather try to create a recognizable style that will make people recognize me. To be honest, I just started to doubt the music that I was making at that time and wanted to start over again by going into the direction of previous albums - "Notion" or "The Reflections". I was afraid people who have known my music for a few years and have some expectations of me will not accept my new direction. During this conversation, my friend told me that in music and generally in art, you have to create what you love and then look around and wonder what other people will think or say. If we go this way, the music will flow from the heart and it will be sincere and true. Maybe it was not some elaborate and original words, but in some way they added me a belief in myself and generally in the whole project. I just stopped wondering what style a given song is and whether, for example, it has enough guitars. I just created as I wanted and how I felt - today I present you the final effect and only I can hope you will like the album.
Don't get me wrong - I do not want to "trample the altars of the past", because I think we can't run away from the past. I just know that you have to go ahead, looking back only occasionally to get some inspiration. It doesn't make sense to stay in place, we have to discover new horizons in order to discover something new and exciting in your passion. This is exactly "OVERTHINKING"... I hope you will be excited by listening to this album, just as I felt the excitement of creating it.
By the way, I would like to thank all the close friends for their support of the songs on the album, especially dr.dx for guitar recordings for "Just Fool" and "Melody of Times" and my friend Mateusz, who is responsible for the graphic " OVERTHINKING ".
I invite you to listen and I'm waiting for some feedback!

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released April 22, 2017

Album cover and graphic design by Mateusz Fonfara

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